AHMUNDAH!

You showed me life.

Sat, 12 Dec 2009 06:41:51 GMT

RHEMA'S TOMORROW! :D

How I can't wait for it to start&yet, how I can't wait for it to be over.
hehhhh. I'm praying that everything's gonna go as planned!
PRAY PRAY PRAY & BELIEVE!

Right after, it's Korea!
I may be back to talk about Rhema abit before I leave for Korea, idk, cause I gotta pack TRUCKLOADS.

Service rehearsal later on tonight, zzz, SOOOOOOOOOFARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
I should just camp at G2. IT'S SECOND HOME ALREADY.
heh heh heh.

Till then, adios amigos!

XOXO, AL! :D

Nothing is impossible for You Lord (:

Wed, 09 Dec 2009 14:30:46 GMT

RHEMA'S IN LIKE......... FOUR DAYS !!!

EEEKKKKKKKKK!

I'm super panicky for it.
HH dry run tomorrow, CROSS FINGERS, PLEASE BE SCARY !!
Hehhhh.
Thank God for the AWESOME-ST (I know there's no such word) SUB&SUBSUB COMM EVERRRR :D
You guys are the bestttttttttttttt! Seriously ♥
We bitch together (opps), get high on teh beng together, do ALOT of nonsensical things together&definitely, SCREAM&LAUGH AT HIGH FREQUENCIES ! :D
Ohmannnn, I'm SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO gonna miss it once Rhema ends ):
But ohwell, we've got more during Rhema, muaha.
Late nights, suppers, camwhore sessions etcetc, oh the thrill :D
Hehhh.

Admin stuff are pretty hectic, rarr. Quite annoying actually.
But ohwell, what to do, that's what logistics are for right?
Except the person I/C is just..... uh... shan't say much.
RHEMA RUSH RHEMA RUSH RHEMA RUSH!
Oh Lord, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE LET IT RUN SMOOTHLY !!
I just need that assurance to set my mind at peace,
cause there's ALWAYS uncertainties that it'll just go wrong.
&when that happens, I'm dead :/
Which I don't wanna be, so therefore, you know.

After Rhema, it's KOREA.
Sorry I keep emphasizing on it, I CAN'T WAIT.
But I can't make it for CAMY retreat cause I gotta pack for the trip ):
Sheesh. But ohwell (:

XOXO, AL! :D

26 pick up lines, 6 break up lines, 2 super hero lines& tons of make out scenes.

Sat, 05 Dec 2009 14:31:11 GMT

Watched New Moon yesterday with Twisters, HAHAHAHAHA.
LAUGHING & COMMENTING THE ENTIRE MOVIE, HAHAHAHAHAHA.
AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEZXZ :D
We should totally do it again, heh heh.

Rhema's in another 8 days, ohemgeez.
PANIC ttm, seriously ):
But everything's going at an okay pace now, thank God! (:

I'm hoping I'd be able to finish everything asap, then I'll be glad (:

Costumes shopping tomorrow with the comm! :D
It better go right manzxz, need to finish up stuff.

Even if we find it impossible, it'll be possible through Christ! (:

XO, AL! :D

Everytime we walk down the street.

Thu, 03 Dec 2009 08:10:06 GMT

Decided to stay home today (:
Since Mummy's been complaining that I'm a busy woman, zzz.
Whatever it is, I'm home :D
Hehhhh.

Woke up early for facial, rarrrrr, painful ):
But the lady said my complexion is good nowwww, yayyyyyy.
Maggie Mee for lunch cause siblings were lazy to go out&couldn't make up their minds when Mummy called.
So I just cooked on my home, hur.

Rhema's ALMOST done already, thank God! (:
Just left with some touch ups for the games & tadah!
We've got the games up&runningggg!
I'm praying the youths will enjoy it !
It's been painstakingly planned to fit the theme for the day! So don't let it go to waste yes? :D

CAMY Retreat after Rhemaaa! :D
Idk if Mummy's gonna allow me to go manzxz.
Cause it's Korea right after :/
But I'm HOPINGGGG. Cross fingers :D

Volley bbq&seniors' farewell yesterdayyy! :D
Mighty awesome fun I tell youuuuu. Hahahhaha !
I shall post a few photos here,

J1 Volley girls! :D Not all though.

The teacher who sponsored it all! :D

Someone decided to sprain his ankle, heh heh. Too excited already.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERYL! :D

Eileen&I. Hahahha, we camwhored, ALOT. :D

J1&2 volley people (:
A few missing though :/

Rest are on fb! Go check it out there :D

XOXO, AL! :D

I'm worrying. ALOT.

Mon, 30 Nov 2009 10:57:29 GMT

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I'm feeling soooo terrible right now ):
I feel so bad!
There's soooo many things going through my mind right now,
I feel so messed up.
I think I've done things I shouldn't have?
How I wish I could live in television programmes!
Wouldn't it be much better?

God, HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP.
I need your help nowww! ):

I'm feeling soooo pathetic. ):

How I wish I was a kid once again huh?

Sometimes when you say the wrong thing&people hear or read it,
you're a goner.
&I think I'm in that position.
Sorry if I've disappointed some of you :/

On a lighter note, volley tomorrow&bbq as farewell for seniors! :D
CAMWHORE TIMEEEE ;D
WOOHOOO!

xoxo, AL :D

Take time to realize.

Sun, 29 Nov 2009 10:47:52 GMT

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I like long train rides.
It's when I can sit/stand, well usually stand&think about things.
Be it school work, church, relationships etcetc.
There's always time for me to think.
I know I don't sound like a thinker most of the time,
but well, people do change I guess?
Heh heh, people around me are influencing me to think tooooooooooooo much :D

Mummy came back to Singapore yesterday! (:
Praise the Lord she's safe&had LOADS of fun there! (:

She asked me&told me some things that got me thinking.
Still the same Mummy, thought she'd change a lil', but ohwell.
It's time to change I suppose?
Idkkkkkkkk. But changing doesn't make me me anymore, get it?
I don't see what's wrong doing what I'm doing ):
This suckssss.
Isn't church&family suppose to be a place where people accept you for who you are?
Ironically, they're the ones who are the first who wants you to change, just so that people won't talk about you, a nicer way of saying bitching.
&they do it so blatantly on the basis of them being the closest to you.
Is that the thought process of the previous generation or are humans just like that by nature?
I never knew all these were said about me.
I'm being stereotyped everywhere I go, sucks ttm.
I should shutup&confine myself up somewhere someday.
Or maybe, I should just become a nun. Hah.
Maybe that would please some people&change their perspective of me.
Yes? No?

I totally sound like a depressed child right now. Hahahahhaha.
Thinking's turning me wayward yoz. Yayy.

Okay, now it's time to plan&think of what I should do the coming week&the weeks to come.
Besides Rhema stuff that is.
Mummy wants a timetable, zzzz.
Herecomesthecontrolfreakfreakalertinsaneamandaontheway!

XOXO, AL! :D

TwoSeven Eleven.

Fri, 27 Nov 2009 16:49:26 GMT

Cycling @ ECP todayy.
Thanks Ken for double biking with me & teaching me. HAHAHA.
I still can't cycle though :/
Heh heh.

AL's tchoukball competition tomorrow, ALL THE BEST! (:
Idk if I should goooo. SO EARLY D:
8am at aljunied. Wahh, SIAO AYEEE.

&Mummy's coming back tomorrow :/
Sheesh, freedom's gonna end manzxz, it's gonna be TOUGHTOUGH.
I'm hoping Tuesday's volley stayover is a success! :D
I can't waittttttttttttttttt :D
XOXO, AL! :D

Ooohhh.

Wed, 25 Nov 2009 15:38:30 GMT

Had a blast todayyyy! :D

Jan stayed over last night&we went to town to look for stuff. HAHAHHA!
Super funnnnn. More photos up on fb! <3
Lunch-ed together with Jessie&AL after (:
Hahaha, the babes manage to see him, Idk what their thoughts are. (:

XO, AL! (:

Late night phone calls (:

Tue, 24 Nov 2009 17:42:08 GMT

Jan&Jessie came over for Rhema stufffffffffffz :D

Jan's here to stayover, but Jessie isn't ):
Saddddddd.

So anyway, tomorrow's gonna be another day out !
Jan&Jessie are going for their job interviews&I'm tagging along. Ahah!
Waste time onlyyyy. Zzz.
I hope AL can come (:
Since both babes wanna see him, hahaha.

I'm sooooooooo good at making use of the time I have without Mummy in Singapore :/
Bad I know, but FUN ttm! :D
Really.
I think after this week, once Mummy's back.
DANGZ, No More Outings.

I'm hoping I can cause Rhema's gonna be hardcore!! ):
Toughtough.

Okaay, gotta sleep!
If not I'll die tomorrow :/

XOXO, AL! ;D

This Is Our God.

Sun, 22 Nov 2009 16:05:50 GMT

Your grace is enough
More than I need
At Your word I will believe
I wait for You
Draw near again
Let Your Spirit make me new

I will fall at Your feet
I will fall at Your feet
And I will worship You here

Your presence in me
Jesus light the way
By the power of Your word
I am restored
I am redeemed
By Your Spirit I am free

Freely You gave it all for us
Surrendered Your life upon that cross
Great is the love
Poured out for all
This is our God
Lifted on high from death to life
Forever our God is glorified
Servant and King
Rescued the world
This is our God

Let’s be bigger than that.

Sat, 21 Nov 2009 14:42:38 GMT

Last night was major awesomeee! <3

Two hours of sleep is pure bliss, but damn tiringgg. Rarrr.
Waking up at 5am, hahahahhah. Siao I know.

Wanted to watch AL @West coast playing tchoukball.
But had Rhema meeting, so I couldn't ):
Sorrryyyy.
Well, at least I stayed there till I had to go. Hahahah.

Rhema meeting was stoning time though. Zzz.
Was super sleepy already.
Thanks Ian for the car ride! Hehhhh.
Felt so bad for him to fetch me from west coast then to cityhall with sissy after the meeting :/
Thankss againzxz.

Church tomorrow then lunch with the babes.
Love, I hope you can make it! :D
I miss catching up with them manzxz, since Os ended already.
&it's time to go SHOPPPPPPPPPPPPPINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG! :D
Muaha, but no cachinggz ): Saddd.
It's okay. KOREA.
Just to make myself feel better only. Heh heh.

XOXO, AL :D

If only yesterday's scene was played on repeat.

It's Home Alone!

Fri, 20 Nov 2009 01:57:24 GMT

Okay, so Mummy's off to Nepal alreadyyy.
Not so much of a yipeeee actually cause I'll miss her ):

But plus points being, I get to go out! Yessssssssssssssssss :D
Cause Xiao Yi's gonna be out quite often :/
Heh heh. Heavens!

Volley laterrrrrr :D
Yayyyy, can't wait!

I gotta feeling,
that tonight's gonna be a ~~good~~awesome night.

:D

XOXO, AL.

Rain rain go away ):

Thu, 19 Nov 2009 05:42:44 GMT

Eeeek, oh how I dislike rain.
The entire place turns gloomy ):

But it's nice to snuggle up with Starbucks&a book :D
Heh heh.
Coming to think of it, I'm a lil' hungry.
From all the cleaning & packing.
My room is still in an utter mess.
& the dog is howling non-stop D:
(shut up damnit)

I'm so bored I need to go out ):
I could, but later on tonight.
Gonna celebrate lil' bro's early 13th cause Mummy's heading to Nepal tomorrow which is his actual.

Heard Sissy's gonna give him a surprise with his friends.
Hahahaa, clear the trouble from me tyvm.

Sighh, I miss my xanga.
I should go back there.
But I still like lj. Heh heh.

I miss my classmates ):
Sheesh. If only school was still on.
We're prolly zi high-ing on idk what now.
Sighhh.

Training's gonna be cut shorter due to As.
Suck ttm, really.
[Great the rain decided to pour.]
I soooo do not want training to be cut shorter ! D:
Rarrrr, it means more staying home.

But Mummy going to Nepal might be a good thing 8D
It would mean more going out *cross fingers hopefully*
Which also means more Rhema meetings (urgent ttm!)
& catching up with long lost friends (i.e. WAIYIN&SERENE! +sec school babes)
HOPEFULLY.
They're all at Poly, so while I'm slacking, they're slogging their guts out at school. Hah!

Okay, hungry.
Gonna see if I've got food.

"I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head"

Wed, 18 Nov 2009 10:38:56 GMT

Ohsheesh, I feel so bad ):

I'm missing out on so many thingss. Booo ):

First, it's vollley.
Then KC choir's concert.
&Sheriel's 16th birthday.

How great. ):

SORRY BABES! ):

Blame the virus infectionnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

Wed, 18 Nov 2009 05:40:29 GMT

Gotta miss out on volley cause I'm sick ):
Tell me whether this sucks or not. Sheesh ):

Ohwell.
It's better to skip today than to skip friday right?
Heh hehhh (:

At least I got to rest, so that's alright (:
Slept for almost the entire day yesterday! :D
Wohooooooo, shiok ttm.
I think I was up for like only 3-4 hours of the entire day! :D
Love it ttm!

Now I'm a tad bit hungry :/
Or maybe it's because my tummy's empty.
We'll seee (:

Btw, all the best for Econs paper AL, Magenta & Rystine! :D

Singing oh, oh, oh!

Mon, 16 Nov 2009 14:10:27 GMT

More Rhema Rush meetings tomorrow ! :D
Oh, how I can't wait! (:

I hope tomorrow's planning&dry run will be a breeze!
Can't afford anything late, if not, DIEEE.
Heh heh.
&dear God, no rain pleaaaseeeeeeeeeee!

Cleaned my table top today, mymymy.
So much rubbish! I wonder how I even lived with it for the past few months :/
More to clear in the coming week! There's the book shelf. Sheesh.
Maybe I'll postpone it till next week, heh heh.

You there! Chill about today's Lit paper, do better tomorrow (:
& I hope that throat of yours get better!

Those doing the re-taking of the papers, ALL THE BEST YOOO :D
esp, Char, Renee&Sher!
I don't wanna be classmates with you again next year uh, haha.
(i.e. I mean it as, I want you babes to promote)

XOXO, AL :D

Sun, 15 Nov 2009 14:28:28 GMT

Phone call in a few more minutes (:

Been busy with Rhema Rush&Acoustic Lounge.
Goshhh, tiring much.
But I shan't rely on the physical strength but on the Lord's! (:
Like what we sang during service,

'You are my Strength
Strength like no other
Strength like no other
Reaches to me.'

Love the song very very VERY much :D
I could go on & on & on singing it ! Hahahhaa.
it's been a longggggggggggggggggggggg time. Hehh.

Anyway, Rhema's like... FOUR WEEKS AWAY! :D
Oh how I can't wait for late night debrief sessions, crazy camwhore sessions, alif's all night long, H2Hs <3 & the list goes on&on (:
The new sub-comm that we had today was just WHAO, AWESOME MUCH! :D
You guys are justtt. GREAT.
hahahahha, last minute, I know.
Buttttttttttt, we all can work something out, don't we?
An interesting mix og both sides, Grace One & Grace Two. (:
So funnnn! :D Heh heh.
The evil minds all collaborating, hahahhhaah, hilarious. Seriously.

Next is the acoustic lounge. It's sort of doneee.
But extremely messyyyy :/
Gotta plan everythinggg properlyyyyyyyyyy! D:

Okay, phonecall (:
Disgusting roach storyyy, eeeekkkkkk!

XOXO, AL :D

Tue, 10 Nov 2009 14:10:07 GMT

YAYYYYYYYYYYY.

~~PPPPPPPPPPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEDOUBLEYOUUUUUUUUUUU.~~

Totally owned :D

<3

Sun, 08 Nov 2009 14:13:50 GMT

PeeDoubleYou.
I'm sooooooooooooo gonna own you.

Rarrr.

Sat, 07 Nov 2009 03:14:15 GMT

Ugh, even GG is against me ):
It ain't loading. Suckkkkkk.

I'm gonna try HIMYM.

E.M.R

Sat, 07 Nov 2009 01:40:22 GMT

Early Morning Rants.

Good morning starshine, the earth says hello! - Willie Wonker

Ohgosh, I'm up so early in the morning, EIGHT IN THE MORNING. How I wish I could go back to sleep now ):
Cause toilets are being renovated, so I gotta watch over the guys to make sure they don't do anything funny.
Zzz.
My eyebags are killing me ):
Ian told me it's super obvious, sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhh.
NEED
SLEEP.

Mummy&Sissy ain't home.
It's only lil' bro & me :/
I'M BORED.
VERY.
EXTREMELY.
JUST.
UGH.

Heh, you can tell, I know (:

Stupid camera cable is missing ):
Now I can't upload ANY of my photos from the past few dayssss! Rarrr.
Me no likey.

Mac can be collected already, but I'm so darn lazy :/
Muaha. Can't blame. It's at FUNAN.
Far shitzxz.

Ian's birthday party yester was a blast! :D
Thanks for inviting us over!
WIshed I could stay over cause we were just reaching the peak before Jessie&I had to go off at midnight.
Cinderellas! :D hahahahaha. (inside joke)
Thanks Ricky for the car ride homeeeee (:
Though I was late, Mummy didn't scold, phew.
Surprised she didn't scold either. Hmmmmmm.

Rhema's in another SIX weeks. AWESOME! :D
There's so much to plan for!
I can't wait! Really (:
I hope everything goes well & smoothly.
God, work Your magic (:

Volley camp in TWO weeks. :D
Sorry lil' bro, I'll be missing your birthday ):
I feel so bad doing that, sheesh.
What more, it's his FIRST birthday in sec school.
Mummy's gonna be away at Nepal toooo, ohwell.

I've seriously got nothing to do now :/
It's either,
~~1) practice OP in front the mirror.~~ NAH.
~~2) Go back to sleep.~~ CAN'T.
3) Stone
~~4) Eat.~~ ALREADY HAD MY BREAKFAST.
~~5) Slack on fb~~. AM DOING SO.
~~6) Do something useful.~~ LIKE?
7) Stone.
8) Watch GG or something. MAYBE.

I've got such an awesome list huh.
If I were retaking my exams, I would be studying now.
Maybe I should.
Prep next year?
Idk.

XOXO.

OP OP OP!

Tue, 03 Nov 2009 12:44:19 GMT

OP rehearsal for yester&today&the rest of the week till thursday cause friday's the start of OP.
Gosh, tiring ttm. Draining physically cause it's just

sit there
do slides
wait for your turn
&talk.

It's just that. Seriously.
&everytime it's your turn to talk, your heart pumps like 24985284674867105897458672492038476204 faster! D:
It's THAT bad. Idk why. Char also feels the same way, right?

Ohwell. :/ hehh.

JC OR POLY.
Oh how I can't decide. :/
Ohdear ohdear.
I'm praying that the Lord will hurry give me an answer!
I'm trusting the Lord in giving me my answer, butttt....abit impatient. :/
That's bad luh. But I'M TRUSTING YOU LORD! :D

To all the Os people, JIAYOUUUU, A FEW MORE PAPER LEFT ONLYYY! :D

To those taking As, PERSERVERE THROUGH THE PAPERS! It'll end SOOOOOON. :D

Sat, 31 Oct 2009 10:58:10 GMT

Basketball in the rain :D
Hahahaha, fun bombzxz.! Though the lightening & thunder is just ack!

Hey you, chill (:
Don't get so agitated kayyyy.

Going over for dinner now at cousin's place (:

XO.

:D

Thu, 29 Oct 2009 13:02:16 GMT

THANK GOD MUMMY DIDN'T BLOW! :D :D :D :D :D

I don't know HOW many :D I can put to show how happy I am!
Not the fact that I retained but how my mummy reacted! :D
Thank you Lord! (:

Now, I'm gonna make use of the time I have to catch up what I lost.
Rather, what I don't know & what I NEED to know.
Three years, seems long. But I shall perservere (:

Heh heh, methinks I'm high.

Commendation Day tomorrow, last of 1S24! ):
How I'm gonna miss the class ):
Seriously. You'll always be in my hearts dear ones.
Those who retained along with me, don't be afraid, we'll survive through the next year together (:
Those taking the re-exam, all the best! Don't lose this oppourtunity (:
Those who promoted, congrats, study hard for As! (:
Ai ni men! <3

Thanks to Char, Sien, Sher & Renee for making my J1 journey ever so happening.
Thanks to the awesome H1 biology class people who takes almost every lesson as picnic time & share the love :D
Thanks to the others in class who does funny things to make class even more enjoyable. (:

XO.

Shingz.

Thu, 29 Oct 2009 03:44:51 GMT

Drats, I got retained ):
Sucks, ttm. Seriously.

Okay, it's not exactly a bad thing, except that Idk how my mum's gonna accept it.
You see, there'll always be a stigma when you tell someone you're a retainee.
I mean, it may seem common in schools such as mine,
but once someone knows you're one, they'll have a totally different impression on you.
That's what I think luh, not sure if it's true in any way, but yeah.

Rhema meeting later on at 2pm, haha. Slackkkkk.
I didn't know school ended THIS early. I've been done since 10am in the morning.
We're allowed to leave school, but NO WAY am I gonna go home.
I'll prolly hear yapping which I don't intend to hear now. Ugh.
I need my peace & quiet, please kay thanks.

But I'll still get it when I get home later on tonight,
ohwell.

Time for I&R, just got to hurry complete it.