| Take time to realize. |
[Nov. 29th, 2009|06:47 pm] |
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I like long train rides.
It's when I can sit/stand, well usually stand&think about things.
Be it school work, church, relationships etcetc.
There's always time for me to think.
I know I don't sound like a thinker most of the time,
but well, people do change I guess?
Heh heh, people around me are influencing me to think tooooooooooooo much :D
Mummy came back to Singapore yesterday! (:
Praise the Lord she's safe&had LOADS of fun there! (:
She asked me&told me some things that got me thinking.
Still the same Mummy, thought she'd change a lil', but ohwell.
It's time to change I suppose?
Idkkkkkkkk. But changing doesn't make me me anymore, get it?
I don't see what's wrong doing what I'm doing ):
This suckssss.
Isn't church&family suppose to be a place where people accept you for who you are?
Ironically, they're the ones who are the first who wants you to change, just so that people won't talk about you, a nicer way of saying bitching.
&they do it so blatantly on the basis of them being the closest to you.
Is that the thought process of the previous generation or are humans just like that by nature?
I never knew all these were said about me.
I'm being stereotyped everywhere I go, sucks ttm.
I should shutup&confine myself up somewhere someday.
Or maybe, I should just become a nun. Hah.
Maybe that would please some people&change their perspective of me.
Yes? No?
I totally sound like a depressed child right now. Hahahahhaha.
Thinking's turning me wayward yoz. Yayy.
Okay, now it's time to plan&think of what I should do the coming week&the weeks to come.
Besides Rhema stuff that is.
Mummy wants a timetable, zzzz.
Herecomesthecontrolfreakfreakalertinsaneamandaontheway!
XOXO, AL! :D |
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| TwoSeven Eleven. |
[Nov. 28th, 2009|12:49 am] |
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Cycling @ ECP todayy.
Thanks Ken for double biking with me & teaching me. HAHAHA.
I still can't cycle though :/
Heh heh.
AL's tchoukball competition tomorrow, ALL THE BEST! (:
Idk if I should goooo. SO EARLY D:
8am at aljunied. Wahh, SIAO AYEEE.
&Mummy's coming back tomorrow :/
Sheesh, freedom's gonna end manzxz, it's gonna be TOUGHTOUGH.
I'm hoping Tuesday's volley stayover is a success! :D
I can't waittttttttttttttttt :D
XOXO, AL! :D |
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| Ooohhh. |
[Nov. 25th, 2009|11:38 pm] |
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Had a blast todayyyy! :D
Jan stayed over last night&we went to town to look for stuff. HAHAHHA!
Super funnnnn. More photos up on fb! <3
Lunch-ed together with Jessie&AL after (:
Hahaha, the babes manage to see him, Idk what their thoughts are. (:
XO, AL! (: |
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| Late night phone calls (: |
[Nov. 25th, 2009|01:41 am] |
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Jan&Jessie came over for Rhema stufffffffffffz :D
Jan's here to stayover, but Jessie isn't ):
Saddddddd.
So anyway, tomorrow's gonna be another day out !
Jan&Jessie are going for their job interviews&I'm tagging along. Ahah!
Waste time onlyyyy. Zzz.
I hope AL can come (:
Since both babes wanna see him, hahaha.
I'm sooooooooo good at making use of the time I have without Mummy in Singapore :/
Bad I know, but FUN ttm! :D
Really.
I think after this week, once Mummy's back.
DANGZ, No More Outings.
I'm hoping I can cause Rhema's gonna be hardcore!! ):
Toughtough.
Okaay, gotta sleep!
If not I'll die tomorrow :/
XOXO, AL! ;D |
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| This Is Our God. |
[Nov. 23rd, 2009|12:05 am] |
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Your grace is enough
More than I need
At Your word I will believe
I wait for You
Draw near again
Let Your Spirit make me new
I will fall at Your feet
I will fall at Your feet
And I will worship You here
Your presence in me
Jesus light the way
By the power of Your word
I am restored
I am redeemed
By Your Spirit I am free
Freely You gave it all for us
Surrendered Your life upon that cross
Great is the love
Poured out for all
This is our God
Lifted on high from death to life
Forever our God is glorified
Servant and King
Rescued the world
This is our God |
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| Let’s be bigger than that. |
[Nov. 21st, 2009|10:42 pm] |
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Last night was major awesomeee! <3
Two hours of sleep is pure bliss, but damn tiringgg. Rarrr.
Waking up at 5am, hahahahhah. Siao I know.
Wanted to watch AL @West coast playing tchoukball.
But had Rhema meeting, so I couldn't ):
Sorrryyyy.
Well, at least I stayed there till I had to go. Hahahah.
Rhema meeting was stoning time though. Zzz.
Was super sleepy already.
Thanks Ian for the car ride! Hehhhh.
Felt so bad for him to fetch me from west coast then to cityhall with sissy after the meeting :/
Thankss againzxz.
Church tomorrow then lunch with the babes.
Love, I hope you can make it! :D
I miss catching up with them manzxz, since Os ended already.
&it's time to go SHOPPPPPPPPPPPPPINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG! :D
Muaha, but no cachinggz ): Saddd.
It's okay. KOREA.
Just to make myself feel better only. Heh heh.
XOXO, AL :D
If only yesterday's scene was played on repeat. |
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| It's Home Alone! |
[Nov. 20th, 2009|09:57 am] |
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Okay, so Mummy's off to Nepal alreadyyy.
Not so much of a yipeeee actually cause I'll miss her ):
But plus points being, I get to go out! Yessssssssssssssssss :D
Cause Xiao Yi's gonna be out quite often :/
Heh heh. Heavens!
Volley laterrrrrr :D
Yayyyy, can't wait!
I gotta feeling,
that tonight's gonna be a goodawesome night.
:D
XOXO, AL. |
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| Rain rain go away ): |
[Nov. 19th, 2009|01:42 pm] |
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Eeeek, oh how I dislike rain.
The entire place turns gloomy ):
But it's nice to snuggle up with Starbucks&a book :D
Heh heh.
Coming to think of it, I'm a lil' hungry.
From all the cleaning & packing.
My room is still in an utter mess.
& the dog is howling non-stop D:
(shut up damnit)
I'm so bored I need to go out ):
I could, but later on tonight.
Gonna celebrate lil' bro's early 13th cause Mummy's heading to Nepal tomorrow which is his actual.
Heard Sissy's gonna give him a surprise with his friends.
Hahahaa, clear the trouble from me tyvm.
Sighh, I miss my xanga.
I should go back there.
But I still like lj. Heh heh.
I miss my classmates ):
Sheesh. If only school was still on.
We're prolly zi high-ing on idk what now.
Sighhh.
Training's gonna be cut shorter due to As.
Suck ttm, really.
[Great the rain decided to pour.]
I soooo do not want training to be cut shorter ! D:
Rarrrr, it means more staying home.
But Mummy going to Nepal might be a good thing 8D
It would mean more going out *cross fingers hopefully*
Which also means more Rhema meetings (urgent ttm!)
& catching up with long lost friends (i.e. WAIYIN&SERENE! +sec school babes)
HOPEFULLY.
They're all at Poly, so while I'm slacking, they're slogging their guts out at school. Hah!
Okay, hungry.
Gonna see if I've got food.
"I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head" |
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[Nov. 18th, 2009|06:38 pm] |
Ohsheesh, I feel so bad ):
I'm missing out on so many thingss. Booo ):
First, it's vollley.
Then KC choir's concert.
&Sheriel's 16th birthday.
How great. ):
SORRY BABES! ):
Blame the virus infectionnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. |
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[Nov. 18th, 2009|01:40 pm] |
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Gotta miss out on volley cause I'm sick ):
Tell me whether this sucks or not. Sheesh ):
Ohwell.
It's better to skip today than to skip friday right?
Heh hehhh (:
At least I got to rest, so that's alright (:
Slept for almost the entire day yesterday! :D
Wohooooooo, shiok ttm.
I think I was up for like only 3-4 hours of the entire day! :D
Love it ttm!
Now I'm a tad bit hungry :/
Or maybe it's because my tummy's empty.
We'll seee (:
Btw, all the best for Econs paper AL, Magenta & Rystine! :D |
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| Singing oh, oh, oh! |
[Nov. 16th, 2009|10:10 pm] |
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More Rhema Rush meetings tomorrow ! :D
Oh, how I can't wait! (:
I hope tomorrow's planning&dry run will be a breeze!
Can't afford anything late, if not, DIEEE.
Heh heh.
&dear God, no rain pleaaaseeeeeeeeeee!
Cleaned my table top today, mymymy.
So much rubbish! I wonder how I even lived with it for the past few months :/
More to clear in the coming week! There's the book shelf. Sheesh.
Maybe I'll postpone it till next week, heh heh.
You there! Chill about today's Lit paper, do better tomorrow (:
& I hope that throat of yours get better!
Those doing the re-taking of the papers, ALL THE BEST YOOO :D
esp, Char, Renee&Sher!
I don't wanna be classmates with you again next year uh, haha.
(i.e. I mean it as, I want you babes to promote)
XOXO, AL :D |
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[Nov. 15th, 2009|10:28 pm] |
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Phone call in a few more minutes (:
Been busy with Rhema Rush&Acoustic Lounge.
Goshhh, tiring much.
But I shan't rely on the physical strength but on the Lord's! (:
Like what we sang during service,
'You are my Strength
Strength like no other
Strength like no other
Reaches to me.'
Love the song very very VERY much :D
I could go on & on & on singing it ! Hahahhaa.
it's been a longggggggggggggggggggggg time. Hehh.
Anyway, Rhema's like... FOUR WEEKS AWAY! :D
Oh how I can't wait for late night debrief sessions, crazy camwhore sessions, alif's all night long, H2Hs <3 & the list goes on&on (:
The new sub-comm that we had today was just WHAO, AWESOME MUCH! :D
You guys are justtt. GREAT.
hahahahha, last minute, I know.
Buttttttttttt, we all can work something out, don't we?
An interesting mix og both sides, Grace One & Grace Two. (:
So funnnn! :D Heh heh.
The evil minds all collaborating, hahahhhaah, hilarious. Seriously.
Next is the acoustic lounge. It's sort of doneee.
But extremely messyyyy :/
Gotta plan everythinggg properlyyyyyyyyyy! D:
Okay, phonecall (:
Disgusting roach storyyy, eeeekkkkkk!
XOXO, AL :D |
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[Nov. 10th, 2009|10:08 pm] |
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YAYYYYYYYYYYY.
PPPPPPPPPPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEDOUBLEYOUUUUUUUUUUU.
Totally owned :D
<3
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[Nov. 8th, 2009|10:12 pm] |
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PeeDoubleYou.
I'm sooooooooooooo gonna own you.
Rarrr.
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[Nov. 7th, 2009|11:13 am] |
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Ugh, even GG is against me ):
It ain't loading. Suckkkkkk.
I'm gonna try HIMYM. |
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| E.M.R |
[Nov. 7th, 2009|09:27 am] |
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Early Morning Rants.
Good morning starshine, the earth says hello! - Willie Wonker
Ohgosh, I'm up so early in the morning, EIGHT IN THE MORNING. How I wish I could go back to sleep now ):
Cause toilets are being renovated, so I gotta watch over the guys to make sure they don't do anything funny.
Zzz.
My eyebags are killing me ):
Ian told me it's super obvious, sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhh.
NEED
SLEEP.
Mummy&Sissy ain't home.
It's only lil' bro & me :/
I'M BORED.
VERY.
EXTREMELY.
JUST.
UGH.
Heh, you can tell, I know (:
Stupid camera cable is missing ):
Now I can't upload ANY of my photos from the past few dayssss! Rarrr.
Me no likey.
Mac can be collected already, but I'm so darn lazy :/
Muaha. Can't blame. It's at FUNAN.
Far shitzxz.
Ian's birthday party yester was a blast! :D
Thanks for inviting us over!
WIshed I could stay over cause we were just reaching the peak before Jessie&I had to go off at midnight.
Cinderellas! :D hahahahaha. (inside joke)
Thanks Ricky for the car ride homeeeee (:
Though I was late, Mummy didn't scold, phew.
Surprised she didn't scold either. Hmmmmmm.
Rhema's in another SIX weeks. AWESOME! :D
There's so much to plan for!
I can't wait! Really (:
I hope everything goes well & smoothly.
God, work Your magic (:
Volley camp in TWO weeks. :D
Sorry lil' bro, I'll be missing your birthday ):
I feel so bad doing that, sheesh.
What more, it's his FIRST birthday in sec school.
Mummy's gonna be away at Nepal toooo, ohwell.
I've seriously got nothing to do now :/
It's either,
1) practice OP in front the mirror. NAH.
2) Go back to sleep. CAN'T.
3) Stone
4) Eat. ALREADY HAD MY BREAKFAST.
5) Slack on fb. AM DOING SO.
6) Do something useful. LIKE?
7) Stone.
8) Watch GG or something. MAYBE.
I've got such an awesome list huh.
If I were retaking my exams, I would be studying now.
Maybe I should.
Prep next year?
Idk.
XOXO. |
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| OP OP OP! |
[Nov. 3rd, 2009|08:28 pm] |
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OP rehearsal for yester&today&the rest of the week till thursday cause friday's the start of OP.
Gosh, tiring ttm. Draining physically cause it's just
sit there
do slides
wait for your turn
&talk.
It's just that. Seriously.
&everytime it's your turn to talk, your heart pumps like 24985284674867105897458672492038476204 faster! D:
It's THAT bad. Idk why. Char also feels the same way, right?
Ohwell. :/ hehh.
JC OR POLY.
Oh how I can't decide. :/
Ohdear ohdear.
I'm praying that the Lord will hurry give me an answer!
I'm trusting the Lord in giving me my answer, butttt....abit impatient. :/
That's bad luh. But I'M TRUSTING YOU LORD! :D
To all the Os people, JIAYOUUUU, A FEW MORE PAPER LEFT ONLYYY! :D
To those taking As, PERSERVERE THROUGH THE PAPERS! It'll end SOOOOOON. :D |
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[Oct. 31st, 2009|06:39 pm] |
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Basketball in the rain :D
Hahahaha, fun bombzxz.! Though the lightening & thunder is just ack!
Hey you, chill (:
Don't get so agitated kayyyy.
Going over for dinner now at cousin's place (:
XO. |
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[Oct. 29th, 2009|08:49 pm] |
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THANK GOD MUMMY DIDN'T BLOW! :D :D :D :D :D
I don't know HOW many :D I can put to show how happy I am!
Not the fact that I retained but how my mummy reacted! :D
Thank you Lord! (:
Now, I'm gonna make use of the time I have to catch up what I lost.
Rather, what I don't know & what I NEED to know.
Three years, seems long. But I shall perservere (:
Heh heh, methinks I'm high.
Commendation Day tomorrow, last of 1S24! ):
How I'm gonna miss the class ):
Seriously. You'll always be in my hearts dear ones.
Those who retained along with me, don't be afraid, we'll survive through the next year together (:
Those taking the re-exam, all the best! Don't lose this oppourtunity (:
Those who promoted, congrats, study hard for As! (:
Ai ni men! <3
Thanks to Char, Sien, Sher & Renee for making my J1 journey ever so happening.
Thanks to the awesome H1 biology class people who takes almost every lesson as picnic time & share the love :D
Thanks to the others in class who does funny things to make class even more enjoyable. (:
XO. |
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| Shingz. |
[Oct. 29th, 2009|11:38 am] |
Drats, I got retained ):
Sucks, ttm. Seriously.
Okay, it's not exactly a bad thing, except that Idk how my mum's gonna accept it.
You see, there'll always be a stigma when you tell someone you're a retainee.
I mean, it may seem common in schools such as mine,
but once someone knows you're one, they'll have a totally different impression on you.
That's what I think luh, not sure if it's true in any way, but yeah.
Rhema meeting later on at 2pm, haha. Slackkkkk.
I didn't know school ended THIS early. I've been done since 10am in the morning.
We're allowed to leave school, but NO WAY am I gonna go home.
I'll prolly hear yapping which I don't intend to hear now. Ugh.
I need my peace & quiet, please kay thanks.
But I'll still get it when I get home later on tonight,
ohwell.
Time for I&R, just got to hurry complete it. |
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